Month: July 2019

Politics and the world is horrific, for the most part, we see only a tiny flicker, our perspectives, so naturally it’s these causes, these battles under the name of which chase the clock until exhausted.Is to depersonalize a bad thing?
To see oneself from “outside” or to watch from an alien perspective can be an experiance to fear.
Yet compare this to platos cave;
A bigger picture, an unrecognizable reality, being lost in here, look further into the present; what humans are doing, where we are going, what we did, and apply all that to myself in the hear and now… My faults are our faults. Seems as if what is; just goes round in upwards loops evolving changing, take away from earth, look at our closets sister, venus, a planet that could be described as “literal hell”So, is depersonaliszation just a rush of existential crisis? Bewilderment yet washed away by nihilism? That all the collective civilisations do, past present future, essentially for nothing… no reason is there no ego like god to give us a prize at the end, just perhaps ourselves we meet on judgement day?Yet is it nihilism, really? The realisation that i am a speck of dust in the universe, my meaning being vastly beyond my mere capability comprehension. Such as a wall in a cave or a frog in a well, only knows how vast the ocean, it can only in its limited imagination…

Idont know what plane the shadow people are in. Not quite normal because cant be contacted through normal means.
I don’t know why but they make me happy
I don’t see them happy tho
Weird.. they robbin my emotions i reckon… These are not nice beings
Not like demons, i don’t know what but i damn love surprises
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No really, i don’t i fkin hate ummmm Yo what ya doing?
You dont dictate my life….
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..”elle a trouvé son stylo et elle va a la salle de bain”
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Oh what you do
Pmsl watt 😂😑😶😎

Big bro alien
Always be watchin 🤠🤠🤠🤠
Do you even control the dream?
#keepinitrealLA LUTTE ÉTAIT TERMINÉE.
IL AVAIT REMPORTÉ LA VICTOIRE SUR LUI-MÊME.
IL AIMAIT BIG BROTHER.The struggle was finished
He had won the victory over himself
He loved big brother
#eyeseverywhere
Eyes everywhere. Maybe im paranoid, a trick of the mind #whoknows

Yep. There is nothing unique about this struggle. Dying and resurrecting gods and are all around us.
Mary Magdalene, Persephone, lilith. In a significant past life, I was Egyptian many claim I was one of the Cleopatras …but for certian the people of peace? the race behind the sun … was i grey? …. Been wanting to work with “her” but honestly i am not ready to. Best of luck. Heh
“History is always written by the winners.” So then; good and Bad is just an idea. If the other side won the war in heaven, Lilith is the Queen right now.
How do you know that it was Lilith and not one of her demonic daughters? She is not the first demon that I have been talking to fact that I have been working together with her for a few months but it’s just the fact that I stopped for a little, To give time to replenish. Then I don’t end up remembering about them until they give me signs or particles. I will not show her fear at all but at the same time I will not be disrespected by any means.

Shadow people…
I catch them in the corner of my eye…
I still reckon they are responsible for stealing my thoughts and sharing them.
But don’t try and hit one…

According to Revelation those who go to Heaven will worship the Lamb (Jesus) for eternity. I hear you. but there’s no god. He’s dead and we killed him – there is only you, me and I. …found the giant demons by an edge of the universe saw myself dead bleeding, met the part of me that wanted to die.The trapped rabbit and the moral delima, indoctrination or death. …Standing at my final judgment…Stuck at 3.14

Im looping again. Binary traps suck ffs
Stuck on this fucking encoding time and the illusionist lied. How many more times !!??

Although i know an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind, and ultimately, seeking equal meaure will never bring you happiness, but its so hard not to want to see you feel the pain i did… Breaking the cycle is so hard. What goes around comes around essentially, which possibly means we are doomed to repeat the same pattern by means of our own self fufilling prophacys.
To hell with positivity… ya still a cunt
Cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt…..

Struggling it’s hard to put into words, but the circle of life, a paradox, depression.

The struggle is real. Getting a sense of low vibrations.
Abort mission, I’m moving to E.Ts place…no more sense of being so why bother?
I do not have fear of life….but of continued darkness more compelling then the light…
Once you reach darkness the worst thing to happen is that you stay there.. that it will never leave you, no escape from a world out of balance
Then feeling defensless in the face of adversity.. fuck this. planet. in the realm of multiple planes of vibrations, parallel universes, we all will have our nirvana moment, eventually…