Month: August 2019

Does time matter???, in the 3rd dimension where humans are we cannot alter it or go back to it.
Only really matters when dealing with complicated troubles from the 4th dimension or even above.

1 kings 18:25-29

25 Then Elijah said to the prophets of Baal, “Choose for yourselves one bull and prepare it first, for you are many, and call upon the name of your god, but put no fire to it.” 26 And they took the bull that was given them, and they prepared it and called upon the name of Baal from morning until noon, saying, “O Baal, answer us!” But there was no voice, and no one answered. And they limped around the altar that they had made. 27 And at noon Elijah mocked them, saying, “Cry aloud, for he is a god. Either he is musing, or he is relieving himself, or he is on a journey, or perhaps he is asleep and must be awakened.” 28 And they cried aloud and cut themselves after their custom with swords and lances, until the blood gushed out upon them. 29 And as midday passed, they raved on until the time of the offering of the oblation, but there was no voice. No one answered; no one paid attention.

Me Me..that’s where Garden of Eden was.. !!! 🙂
A little reminder to myself —
🌺🌺🌺🌺 its okay ❤❤❤ best thing i can also suggest is get to know yourself, ourselfs of myself. Which one i dont know how to define.
Mais next,
Je vais do les meditations and the tarot cards to look within. It gives me plus insight and self awareness so that i peux vivre une belle vie, peut etre somewhat more peaceful life ~~~ alongside everything else. I am also happy with the meds now that i take, si simple et assez fort alors que j’ai some remarkable effects. and i like working with drs who will let me make the decisions regarding what i take etc. Just look into the pros and cons of the meds, read some experiences etc if you are nervous and remember knowledge is power when it comes to living the best life despise of these things 💚💚💚
Je vais bien generalment alors c’EST d’accord. Its always ok

Old but still relevant.
This is probably what this lil entity guy would be like in this plane. On the earth planes probably he would be dead.
But sages anchienne comme lui ils me disent beaucoup des choses. Saviez vous si le vraiment ou pas? Mais j’ai pas clues. Its a paradox of the unknown galactic history.
I am pretty sure the others from the 5th and 8th higher dimensions are more trust worthy but i would never ever believe a word becuase my reality is too objectively based for all this stuff happening in the 5th dimensions which is still way beyond my reach of ascension. It was the Atlantians who are original the og earthlings and them fukin lucifer possed fkin Martians or the original peoples of mars that came here and built a false narrative, evil and macabre just like their cut off world, spiritual starving and wanting for blood. to transport to here but all their shit messed everything so bad and sunk Atlantis nuked their planet to death. All thats left is the Bermuda triangle and a few other places outside what we can humanely understand
They split some dimensions of the universe into multiple realities so thag thoth buddha ra jesus and other Devine got really pissed now we can destory so much of them but instead we destroy the minds of the most beautiful empathetic and deeply connected to the source.
Take a look at the buildings of the pyramids and other structures we don’t really understand to create an eternal web of protection on earth but also to realise how much more there actually is or was. I lived in Egypt in a past ljfe regression all through meditation. Thoth was the king of atlantis the god of Egypt. The only god born not a god. Until you realise we have binaries but the holy trinity of three father son and holy spirit means that some of us or all in ways are god, satan, or jesus himself as we humans live a devine being and its all know as the human experience.

Set it free
You don’t own me anymore
Play your hand n keep your enemies close
Afterall i am just sick of this joker creepin m zapping my energy n thoughts …well
Am I in the game am i heck just took took it n ran with it..
Attention? Yh can i have your attention please would the real slim shady please stand up.
Wrong answer we are all shady n we are all god.
Fuck this binary bullshit im on a trinity ting…

So ancient wisdoms keep telling me to try all sorts of things. While I appreciate the advice nothing is touching me..not really.
I do not want to be rid of them.
But they told me the other day:So, Aluna – if you have actual free will, then you are guilty if you do the wrong thing? even if you haven’t willed one way or the other you are still responsible?But if you do have free will, how can you ever fail to be free? If you have no control of the past, of all the events and other people around that made you -” us” who we are?Can still assume responsibly for it -?? Like yeah i can but it’s as if people around me don’t quite understand or won’t accept that.Is it just to them that sometimes irreversible psychological / brain damage can be done through kundalini / sunstances etc? But then it’s not their place to accept it because it’s my issue.
Awakening is always a painful, chaotic processes. Maybe i did it too fast – I was not ready to give up and transcend in such a short space of time??? I just feel so alone and afraid as I can see what I’ve chosen to do. So many regrets. Nobody understands but then why would they, before i awoke, eating shit drinking poison and seeking death, to a path of only things that repairs my DNA and my brain… but same time taking psychoactives and thinking I could be ready to reach my higher, timeless self. It was making me see and this experience was i not ready..? I’m just waiting now, I don’t know what for. To hover in limbo…. Maybe, is this not a bad thing? .maybe I will see that soon?My brain be like;
3.14 pie,
42 – the answer to the universe according to legends,
So,
If you take pie a 3 dimensional decimal number, and covert it into a simple flat 2D “whole” number you would add 3+1 = 4
42
…
The answer that shows us binarys 1 and 2, good and back black and white etc…
Whereas pi represents loop of infinity, the circle of life. The spectrum, the colours –
42 is the wrong answer
3.1242 may seem logical, but human logic is not comprehensive,

Anyone ever thought that an outside force is actually the so called “psychosis?” Such as the governments and the associated establishments? And be it by “diagnoses” we get discredited about these experiances almost as if these things are not real…left to be experimented on and poisoned and yet none of the practices are ever brought to question? trust your word and nothing else… I’m saying the bigger picture of what could be going on gets pushed away, Well you can’t afford it… and the primary reason I know that is I can’t afford it… And if I can’t afford it… Then there is something terribly wrong with the system. because of the media and such….

Mind maps
Have we been wrong on the concept of Perfection all along, is it not of X and Y being devoid. Is it an equilibrium of X and Y. A duality perhaps, but have always tried for an equilibrium of it’s two side. Laws of attraction perhaps…? Reminds of past lives, and the mistakes i made, especially in Egypt…
See, i sold my soul for the wrong reasons,,, every life this karma attached ehhh… the part of me that isn’t actually present in my unity is dragged me onto another plane, onto the plane that it came from, feels like being a demon in heaven or an angel in hell, both opposites yet exactly the same experience. Paradoxical reflection of my existiential crisis atm…. Selling your soul, to me personally, is an act of transcendence or transference… the point is one can never reach nirvana with nihilism and vice versa.
Everything is so irrelevant yet fascinating and terrifying….