just lonelynever neededI’m so tiredif I can keep it togetherfor just another nightwake up tomorrowand hopefully get highAs I sit here and stare at my phone, I wonder why it is that I feel so alone?Among my confusion in a place that does not feel like homeEach night I lie awake and let my mind roam. Far far away, far from this time zone.I think about times when life was much easier,I think about times when life couldn’t have been cheesier.I wonder why they didn’t stick around?But when I wake in the morning, there is no time for grief or mourning.I hurry and grab some caffeine,Choose your poison Choose wisely your vice,Smoke today’s first, trying to remember to forgetPlay the same song, as I do everyday,Monster energy, Wondering…Never let the darkness consume youListen to the wind as it blows threw youListen to the rain and it dripsNow the tear drops drip Do you need a tissueI miss youEvery once in a whileI sit in denialAnd try to block outAll that is vileBut then I face realityAnd realise thatOf course that,Comes with much gravitySo I rise up againAnd make sureIm there with my friendsHere sat I broken heartedPaid a penny and only farted!Never follow someone else’s path when things do not add up like math must subtract the negative, divide the hatred real life equations equals less wasted hatridThe wind carries seedsOf the same apples & whispersWe are all childrens prayers laying on deaf ears,committed to a life of sin,Not now, if not then when,When will you twist another pot, tarnish another kettle,The ropes wearing thin,Closed my eyesfound the giant demon at the edge of the universe saw myself dead bleeding, met the part of me that wanted to die. The trapped rabbit, the moral delima,A tear hits my white skin, I’m caught in dispair,cursed by the devil,.I see him laugh That evil grinWondering how can I keep up my existence , Tryna reach out for controlBut I couldnt grab it,Stuck in this hole,.chasing the white rabbitHe stole my soulWhere did he go I don’t knowGuess its time to hit the roadTime flies by But is it really flyingI’m okBut really I’d be lying Tomorrow’s another dayBut am I really trying?Kill mePleaseShe saidshe didn’t know how to relaxThat the feeling of someone else’scross on her backwas all she ever known.That’s why her smile is so tiredwhen you tell her”Just let go”Next thing i know?There is a young girl from wherever, these burdens becamw as light as a feather One day she dosedSaw a ghostAnd can now predict the weatherTime drips down my templeDown the side of my cheek Drip Drop down,A ripple disrupting calm watersEyes cold and and eyelids fatiguedDarkness led to darknessOnly to brighten slightlyStill awake Still awakeOxygen deprivation oh such a sweet sensation, faced every day with a sharp object, cutting blade,Simultaneously an obstacle in place This objective of destruction…As time crawls by and makes her agegetting up, same action to another day…Knowing somewhere in the back of her mindThe only day there isIs today, I believe in world peace, world belief, feed the world so the people can eat. I believe in world peace.Running along the wallTrying not to fall Cause once the decision is made you can never go back.Pick your poison,And Dont be a fucking dick
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