Struggling it’s hard to put into words, but the circle of life, a paradox, depression.

The struggle is real. Getting a sense of low vibrations.
Abort mission, I’m moving to E.Ts place…no more sense of being so why bother?
I do not have fear of life….but of continued darkness more compelling then the light…
Once you reach darkness the worst thing to happen is that you stay there.. that it will never leave you, no escape from a world out of balance
Then feeling defensless in the face of adversity.. fuck this. planet. in the realm of multiple planes of vibrations, parallel universes, we all will have our nirvana moment, eventually…