The struggle is real. Getting a sense of low vibrations.
Abort mission, I’m moving to E.Ts place…no more sense of being so why bother?
I do not have fear of life….but of continued darkness more compelling then the light…
Once you reach darkness the worst thing to happen is that you stay there.. that it will never leave you, no escape from a world out of balance
Then feeling defensless in the face of adversity.. fuck this. planet. in the realm of multiple planes of vibrations, parallel universes, we all will have our nirvana moment, eventually…But in all seriousness don’t worry about which label it comes from. I used to feel this way a lot, the pain comes from within, you are personal and unique. Please do something kind to yourself today. Sorry I’m not much use but What exactly is soul ? An illusion, a mirage, a deception or a real thing ? They say it is the real lasting thing and never dies.